Friday, July 4th, 2008

fixed welcome post

This is my personal journal, some (not many) posts are friendslocked. Fic will be posted to this community on GJ: Druffitown.

Sunday, March 23rd, 2008

Easter Update

I posted more of The Silent Urge Series at my community [info]drus_tsus, at my site Druffitown and at aff.net. At Druffitown you can also find the latest Drunken!Giles Ficathon fic by Joolz, too.

Saturday, March 22nd, 2008

TOS example



I just stumbled over this site on what is and what is not legal for Bloggers when I checked out the TOS of wordpress.com.

"...By making Content available, you represent and warrant that:
the Content is not obscene, libelous or defamatory, hateful or racially or ethnically objectionable, and does not violate the privacy or publicity rights of any third party; ..."

Can I put adult content in my blog? What is obscene? What is lascivious image?



OTW will open membership on Monday. You know, multi-fandom-archive with community tools and lots more, fans for fans?

Saturday, March 15th, 2008

grrr

I hate flashbacks in fiction. Why don't you people write in the right order of time and build up some nice tension? I don't want to know the end before everything else! These "we're here now but how did we get here?"-style thing from some tv-episodes is great ON tv, it sucks when it's fic.

You can hate me now.

Friday, March 7th, 2008

Joooooooooooolz!!!!



HUGS AND LOVE AND ALL THE BEST WISHES FOR YOU AND YOUR FAMILY!!! THANK YOU FOR STILL FINDING TIME TO DO MY BETA STUFF AND WRITE ME WONDERFUL EMAILS WITH FUNNY AND THOUGHTFUL AND EXCITING STUFF INSIDE!

Saturday, February 23rd, 2008

my thoughts on 3x12

I've seen SPN 3x12...


When Dean holds up the wigs and then gets the info that Bela told the FBI where to find them I went all: YAY DISGUISE. They'll put on the wigs and weird closing and do the houdini thing. Imagine my disappointment when they actually got caught.

That Agent Steven... I knew he was possessed the moment he was on screen. *grrr*

"Kinky... we don't swing that way." Dean says to Hendriksen but I can't shake off hearing the "But I do."

When Hendriksen started talking shit about Daddy touching Dean in bad places and Sam got really, really angry I was waiting for some psych-abilities to show, some invisible strangulation would have been fine. And I thought about the movie "Frailty".

So, possessed!Steven shows up to kill Sam (because he's the boy-king and whatnot) in order by Lilith and he shoots Dean first? Stupid demon. I loved the way Sam reacted and Dean was sooo brave with all the pain.

The way Sam recites Latin in this episode was..... HOT and it remembered me very much of the way Sam became in the last episode when Dean died. Same goes for the way Sam lures Nancy near the cell, puppy eyes and all, just to grab her. It's interesting how Dean just watches and does nothing. I'm relieved he asks Sam the moment they're alone again.

TATTOOS! How did they find a way for not being possessed suddenly? I thought that was near impossible? No mention about who helped them. Maybe Sam found that out in those 3 months he hunted alone? -I'm wondering if he still has that scar from the gun wound? In slash context... wouldn't Dean wonder about it?- And why didn't we get to see them inked? I'd sooo hoped to watch that.

I loved the moment between Dean and Hendriksen. Interesting how Dean told Hendriksen that he thinks the world's gonna end - I don't think he'd ever tell Sam that. Anyway, to Sam it would sound like Dean had given up on Sam.

Ruby arrives... Sam's still keeping secrets about really, really important things Dean needs to know for strategy and planing. And I think this episode showed who really is the one with the practical plans and the look for the important things: Dean. I'll never want to read a fic about him being stupid with anything again! Just because we don't know any scores Dean got, doesn't mean he's stupid.

When Ruby rants about them being idiots for letting the colt get stolen and she refers to Sam's "thick, clusy, idiotic hands" and he says "Ruby." in that begging tone... *Fuck - they've got a D/s-relationship and Sam's the one on his knees. Urgh.*

Somewhere I thought: Hey, Ruby is the big new leader and how clever, hiding in plain sight, finding out all and everything about your rivals and kill them off when they trust you.

Then I thought the whole "sacrificing myself gig" is a desperate attempt to get out of the "double-agent-demon-role" she's playing which is getting way over her head.

I wonder if Sam's decision to go with Ruby's plan was for the purpose of saving Dean, getting him out of the situation safely. He's lost Dean last episode, lived without him for month and he could easily lose him again now. Why not sacrifice one girl to save Dean and kill off all the demons, too? Last episode Sam sacrificed Bobby to get Dean back.

I like they way Hendriksen says what is on Dean's mind. Maybe, somewhere in an older episode Dean says exactly the same or maybe Sam does? I'm not sure, it just sounded so familiar.

Did anybody else think of lots of sex with Nancy and both brothers when they said virgin sacrifice? Oh and I thought of Dean grabbing her and running of to have sex with her in a broom closet to safe her from the others' plan.

Dean has the plan - Sam wanted to take the easy way, the plan Ruby offered, who's the good soldier now?

Is there a reason why Sam is always on the left side from Dean? He sits down left on the bed in the cell after lots of shuffling around with the chains. He's held against the wall on the left, Dean right. Shotgun is left...

When Dean and Hendriksen end up fighting back to back I was sooo sure how the series was going to continue: Sam will be captured and brought to the new leader and Dean and Hendriksen try to find him. In the meanwhile the new leader offers Sam the contract if he steps down from his right to become the boy-king and serves the new leader as evil!Sam.....

I hate that Hendriksen died. If the war became to much to be ignored by the civilians it would have been great to have a contact at the FBI for big guns and support.

That Lilith-kid? *grrrr* Remember "The Anointed One" from Buffy Season 2? Spike just pulled up the cage because all that talk about how mighty the little boy was--- rubbish! I really, really hope that white-eye will get out of that little girl soon. Yeah, it shows its ruthlessness if it doesn't shrink away to use a kid's body to get around and murder - but really. *rolls eyes*

That it has while eyes kinda throws me and maybe it's no demon but something sent from the "GOD" side of the play to stop the upcoming boy-king? I'm not good enough with all that mythology but why shouldn't white-eye be something godgiven to stop evil!demonleader!Sam....

Which brings me to the moment just before the episode ended where Dean looks up at the ceiling with this look in his eyes, asking for help, for guidance maybe. Who? God? Daddy? Thought Sam was the believing one.

Enough said. Thoughts?

Friday, February 15th, 2008

Finally!

I've got the permanent contract today!
I've got it! I've finally signed it and I've got a save job now. I can think about buying a house, having a baby... I'm so relieved and happy. I wanted to say extra-thanks again to those lovely people on my flist who made the references about my English skills. You were wonderful and it helped to get me the job. Thanks so much.

Really good news?
Now that I'm free of all the drama and angst of limited contracts and the threatening joblessness... I'll write waaaaay more. *grins*
I'm on chapter 40 for TSUS - it's going to be finished soon. Writing is fun again and I've got my head free for it.


OOOOh and what a hell of an episode 3x11 was!!!! I'm stunned, speechless----- links to metas on SPN season 3 please?

Saturday, January 26th, 2008

Tuesday, January 15th, 2008

Disability Fanfic Archive Site

[info]terrible_tues pointed this page out to me after she saw my request for fics with a blind/deaf Sam or Dean.

Disability in Fanfiction is a fanfic archive Site for multiple fandoms in which one of the main character is/becomes disabled in any way.

As far as I saw, all pairings, ratings are welcome and they've only archived some Supernatural gen fic. Actually, Supernatural is still listed under "Other Fandoms". Go change that and rec fic you like. Reccing is very encouraged by the site's owner!

Fandoms currently represented are: Dark Angel, Harry Potter, Navy NCIS, Numb3rs, House M.D, Stargate, The Sentinel, Blind Justice, Joan of Arcadia and Mac Gyver, Friday Night Light, x-Files.

Vaccinations don't hurt!

I've been to the public health authority and got all the vaccinations and immunizations I've missed since 1995. Yeah, that right. 13 years. I'm (nearly) 27 years old btw.

It didn't hurt. They even poked me two times, different arm each, and it's not hurting much now.

I got immunizations against Diphteria, Teatnus, Pertussis. I already had Measles, Parotitis and Rubella done when I was a kid. And they talked me into taking the Vaccination against influenza (FIV), too. (Yes, I'm copying this out of the Internation Certificate of Vaccinations, they gave me. It was all free and I was wondering if you whatever country you are in get that, too. Or if you get even more or maybe less or if you have to pay for it.

Sunday, January 13th, 2008

Fic Recs Please!

Hey Flist,

I'd like to read some Wincest in which one of the boy is blind/deaf/otherwise TEMPORARY incapacitated and needs to rely on the other. A few more than just a 1,000 words and an Adult Rating would be nice.

I've read one fic before in which Dean was blind and deaf and talking non-stop. Something with water spirtis I think. They boys weren't able to find a way to communicate with each other and I found that hard to believe.

So, recs anyone?

SPN Facts Help please

I need help with a fic. *hides in shame* The plot bunny is an especially threatening one. I swear.

So I want Dean to collect Sam from Stanford and go with him to Bobby's to check something. They're not in a life-depends-on-it-hurry but going there directly. How long would it take them? And a motel break along the way would be good - where? Is there something remarkable on the way?

I'm sorry if I stepped on someone's toes. There's just this big ocean between Europe and America that keeps me from finding out myself... and ah, yes, the lack of money on my bank account.

Thanks in advance!

Friday, January 11th, 2008

Inner Radio Station

Is anybody else waking up with a song in their head every morning?

My BF and I, we compare songs every morning. We each have something of an inner radio station and they play the most ridiculous songs. He had Amy Winehouse while I moved around to the rhythm of Linkin Park's "Bleed it out".

ETA: Yes, we have a radio but we don't turn it on. The guy who's moderating? A self-absorbed asshole with a squeaky voice. Different channel? Bad music. Another channel? Some bitch with a pig's laugh...

Wednesday, January 2nd, 2008

Help! Need info!

All knowing FList, please tell me when the next episodes of Supernatural and Heroes air.
I know with Supernatural 3x09 should be next and Heroes has finished a (shortened) season 2 December last year after 11 episodes. That right?

I'm cut off of info you might get per TV or TV guide and the www tells me all kinds of different things. urgh.

Monday, December 31st, 2007

2007/2008

It's that time of the year again. The same procedure as every year.

I hope everybody accomplished their last year's goals and is optimistic about setting up new ones for 2008.

My mini-review 2007 )

wordcounts 2007

All in all I've written 19.762 words. That's not very much but more than last year, so thumbs up for me.
I've finally finished a fic: 3 INCHES is done, 35,000 words of Spander, 18+.
4.000 words are SPN. I've started to write some Supernatural wincest fiction, prolly novellenghty, and I'm gonna need a beta with lots of patience and understanding for a non-native, someone who's unafraid to give concrit and help plotting.

I've moved my whole website, I bought my own domain (finally) and we're now found here: http://druffitown.de

things for 2008 )

I want to write more and I want to read and comment more...

Thank you all for being here, for staying at LJ even after all the strikethroughs. LJ and you people here are a big part of my life, even if you might not know it but I read your posts and I'm happy when you're happy and I feel with you, when bad things happen, even if I don't find the right words to comment right away.


HUGS YOU ALL VERY HARD.
A WONDERFUL NEW YEAR'S EVE AND A GREAT START INTO 2008 FOR EVERYONE!

Einen guten Rutsch insbesondere den deutschsprachigen Leuten, die mein LJ lesen!

Saturday, December 29th, 2007

online services

I've got Del.icio.us and Photobucket.
Do I need anything else?
Should I need anything else?

*is bored*

Friday, December 28th, 2007

TSUS

Is there anybody out there who still remembers that I used to write The Silent Urge Series and who wants more and who'd read some more and who'd give me some concrit?

Tuesday, December 25th, 2007

Christmas 2007







I hope everyone of you has a wonderful Christmas
and a great time with family and friends.

Christmas has been great for me so far
but the hard part (2 visits at grandparents and a dinner appointment at my parents') will start in about an hour.
I'll be strong!
I will survive!
*grins*

HUGS TO MY FLIST!!!

Sunday, December 23rd, 2007

SPN - REC (adult 18 )

OMG!

Everybody who likes pre-series Sam/Dean has to go and read this fic at insanejournal now:

(Not) Right in the Head by blue_soaring

HOT!!!

Saturday, December 22nd, 2007

Spanomics by Little_Tenshi

Hey everybody,

remember [info]little_tenshi and her wonderful SPAOMICS? She's back and posted new drawings!


(click to visit her latest lj post)

Wednesday, December 19th, 2007

meme

You Should Have a White Christmas Tree

For you, the holidays represent joy and sprituality.
The true meaning of Christmas is important to you - even if you're not religious.

The holidays are a time of reflection for you.
You like to spend time thinking about what's important in life.

Your white tree would look great with: Bright, bold ornaments

You should spend Christmas Eve watching: The Nativity Story

What you should bake for Santa: Sugar cookies - served up with a tall glass of milk


What is "The Nativity Show"???
Baked the right cookies this morning - yay!